What next?

I am posting tonight as I seem to be driven by some unsatiable desire to write. I am just not sure what, something, anything. I have had a dream of being a published writer and that others would find great pleasure and comfort from the words I would pen, but I have just never sat for that long to record anything. Writing is like thinking out loud and with the thoughts captured I can contiunally revisit them and edit them until they make sense. What has been a bit troublesome of late is that even after the evaluation they are not making sense. It is as if my mind has become cloudy and clarity escapes me. The path appears to be unfolding before me but I really can't make heads or tails of it.

I am so very thankful that God already knows and says simply to trust Him and all will be well. That is what is best. As I shared with a dear friend today I spoke of waiting on the Lord and how that is always better for us. Whenever I move ahead of Him I find myself in a pickle and then seek Him to bail me out of it. In times like these where there is a cloudiness to my thinking it is all the more important to wait and let Him reveal the path. I wish I were more patient.

I have been for the moment given a reasonably good diagnosis on my health and am ready to once again move without tentativeness, and as usual my impatience in wanting to kick in. Now I feel better but have a need to wait for His directions and to understand them without confusion in my mind. So I write. It preocuppies me and helps me to wait. I am beginning to think that it is not so hard to know God's will for us as it is much harder to simply wait on Him to reveal it.

There, I feel better already. Write me your thoughts and see if you don't feel better. Until the next stop...