Reconsidering the Path

Have you ever while traveling stopped, looked around, and wondered am I where I am suppose to be? The question implies that you know where you are going and are able to assess your progress. Well I am finding that I cannot even ask the question because I do not know where I am going. As the Cheshire cat stated to Alice it doesn't matter which way you go when you do not know where your destination is located. I find with God and walking in faith that what matters most is that He knows where I am going. I must simply trust Him and indeed I do. So why do I still get flustered in trying to know where I am to go. If I in fact have a free will isn't that up to me? And if that be true then where do I fit God in?

God and I have an interesting relationship. It is very personal and intimate yet as close as we are I am left in a "need to know" status. But as I trust Him completely I am resolved to be OK with that. There are just some things that I simply accept in faith and trust that He is still sovereign and that I will not be able to understand or explain certain things (such as my wife letting me get a motorcycle).

So even though sporadic I am choosing to keep the blog alive as I uncover His knowledge and find my way along the path. Keep seeking, keep trusting, and keep walking. And BTW, my cancer improved and there is no radiation called for at the moment. He is so full of surprises! Until the next bend.